H3llo There, I've a wonderful time today during my duty for CCF ( Course & Career Fair). It was kind of boring, but yet i enjoyed it. So many faces..so tiring. I befriend a few ppl (but just a temporary pals & they are cool) & saw some from my Sec school.
1 of my new pals is a 3rd year guy, well, he's really cheerful & outspoken. He told me about his first 2 life in poly..he commented that it was fun, just because he has gf at that time.. haha..
He even told me his ex is coming down on sat. That guy is damn sociable...I really appreciate talking to him.
Then there's another guy, a very simple guy. He laughed at me, cos i kept blocking his way.. -_-'' lolx. Very friendly too...He has got this very docile smile. I just find it way cool to talk to so many ppl even when i have no idea who they are.The feeling is great. I can't express how i feel, even Cambridge does not have a word for it.. I just find him comfortable..hahha :S
But i still remember & like HIM (the unlucky guy)...
Jesper, i saw Wei siang. HE IS erm.. SWEET. =) We chatted for a while, he told me alot of his pals studied Business IT, and graduated with no Jobs..hahha.. i was like, hey...don;t say that. haha.
He came to CCF alone..hmm..when we finished chatting, he said 'bye bye Jessica, study hard."
Damn it..when he said my name, i was soo shocked. Why?? Firstly, because he remembered my name. 2ndly, the way he said my name was soo different from any other ppl. I mean,when he pronounced 'Jessica' it sound gentle, sweet & beautiful. lolx..the feeling is sooo nice. haha. :x He has changed sooo much. Good for it.
But again..of cos i still like HIM (the unlucky guy)..
Finally, i saw my primary school mate. She recognised me..haha.. well, normally my old pals never can recognise me..keke... She even remember my name, i admit i forgot hers..haha..
She's interested in DBIT too, so i brief her about it. She asked me whether she can look for me if she is able to get into DBIT & have problems with this course...
I smiled at her and answered, " Of cos u can..i'm so glad to help.."
She said too much flattering words to me ald..wahahha... x_x.
Hmm...kind of depressed actually. COs the time just went by soo fast + i failed to answer a few qns from the students. What's the difference between multimedia and IT??? hahah..i gave that guy a gowk face..lolx.. But eventually i directed him to the director of ICT. x_x My day is soo fun. So nice..i hope i can do it again soon.. I Luv today + i love the ICT Shirt..lolx..it looks erm.. good on me..whaha..nono..jkjk..it looks Big & the design is nice..Thanx Lord for a day like this.. Thank U so much..
TO JEsper: AH boy..hwahha...Thanx for the song. It's Beautiful. In fact, it's every girls dream to have a song written for them. I'm 1 lucky queen..lolx. What's even more cool is..so many ppl like it too. U are 1 Good Punk...I really hope u can study in SP, Diploma of Musc & Audio Tech. =[ It fits u sooo well. But i'm proud of U anyway... =D Keep Rocking SMACKERS!!!!
TO Hui Ling: Please get well soon!!! I want to go out tml..please!!! ='[ Love u Oni... Miss u too...=)
TO Josh Flower: Hey Mr lazy guy, I really must say something. I feel like i'm always disturbing u..chat with u almost everyday. If u are irritated pls tell me..okay? Dun worry, it won't hurt me. =)
Keep Flashing ur smile..haha..
Posted at 06:19 pm by JesEn3rgy
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DARIUS--Live Twice.
Don't leave now
Not yet
There were time we regret
And I'm sorry
Somehow
I only
Wanted to make you proud
If I could only let you know
I'd give up everything I own
For just one more day with you
There's nothing I wouldn't do
I could not let it pass me by
If I make every sacrifice
To bring me back your love
If only we could live twice
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My Life...
I have a dream. My dream is misty..
I have hope, but it's fading...
I Have faith, but there's doubt..
I'm In love, and it's a 1 sided...
Spread my wings, and i would fly
high up into the sky...
I am tired.
I need a break..
I am weak,
yet i'm strong..
It feels like raining,
yet it holds...
My world is falling,
Yet it stands..
My life..
U can't understand.
My dream,
U can't taste..
My hope..
U can't help..
MY faith..
U can't build..
My Love For ya,
U can't know..
And i can't help..
but to keep it to myself...
This is My Life...
*Jessica Xie Liling.*
Uniquely Me. I love My Family. Small & average..Yet happier than any others..
Posted at 05:03 pm by JesEn3rgy
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When your nights are sad & your heart is wet. Perhaps you might understand what i meant:
A sincere for a well
a pain that goes wild
a mood that swing
with your saddness unwind
whatever it's said
one never believe.
The wind blows gently
my mind so empty
the ginger feelings
starts bleeding..
whatever it's told
one treated it as history.
Whatever i had done..
one never see it.
Speak nothing about that
like a man's face hidden by a hat.
whatever it's performed
one never see it.
Blinded by things
i never want to say.
Loaded with tasks
i bravely face.
I'm heavy inside
whoever can taste?
Nothing to phrase
nothing to say..
One erase the past
forgeting the last.
You treated it as a shoe
i treat it as a book.
More value as i think
more precious as i need...
If your nights are sad
and your heart is wet
you might understand
the beginning of my life,
the starting of my time.
In the night i feel so wet..
Posted at 01:31 am by JesEn3rgy
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